Findings:
- She hit me like thunder, and I had to lie down until I could breathe again
- The stars were bright that night she left me forever
- She asked me if I loved her and I showed her the tattoo
- She had never kissed someone so old.
- I always told you I thought you were smarter than me
- To a girl who thought she was moving away
- She just stares at us like we're crazy
- Fast-talking career gal who thought she was one of the boys
- Each thing she learned became part of herself, to be used over and over in new adventures
- She Blinded Me With Science
- She had incongruity for breakfast because she felt like it
- When she woke up, her hands were still dreaming
- She stopped me in the city. A lost soul gambling on random encounters.
- I don't like her because she won't like me
- My mother loves me. She uses the good sandwich bags.
- She doesn't need me anymore
- She left me on the boardwalk with my head held in my hands.
- The portion of her face she allows me to see
- She is still undoing me.
- She asked me to stop dreaming of death
- I said I was sorry. Then she looked at me.
- She had become a mutton for punishment and he was a wolf
- She Speaks to Me
- I had no idea what he thought about me.
- On she went. The woods were deep and still.
- A girl I know had her jaw wired shut, and she vomited.
- Empty at last she had room to unfurl
- She said she loved me
- She loved me for my maths
- She who makes the Moon the Moon and, whenever she is full, sets the dogs to howling all night long, and me with them.
- She had eyes like the Blue Screen of Death
- She handed me my first sharpened pencil.
- She was an intellectual prostitute, seducing me with profound truisms
- She said she loved me. The knife came down.
- Is it fair for him to love me when she craves his touch?
- She was watching me and I didn’t know it.
- Because I still love her, because I know she still loves me.
- She cleaned up for me at least.
- She taught me some moves, including stealthy exits.
- She asked me to read her a poem
- she spent the night gingerly peeling me off the moon.
- I was wrong as a child, to think old people were stupid for asking me where the day had gone. Now I understand... we older people do not live.
- And when she turned into a man, we were so proud
- All the things she had at one point wanted to be
- she had already found her party
- She told me she remembers three things about me
- She Gave Sweet Love To Me
- She disappeared as if he had only dreamed her
- She opened her eyes and spoke in a very normal voice, just as if she were sane
- What she writes in my diary, I will read in twenty years
- So she could feel as if she had danced
- She bought a new smile every week when we first started seeing each other. Then I had to buy them.
- She hates my futon
- She approached me with some vague line
- She pulled the "I love you" on me
- She Loves Me
- She Fucks Me
- She wakes me up by tickling my feet
- She told me to say that
- She dumped me when she found out I'd been faking my Scottish accent
- She hated the screen porch, but she loved the heat
- She may be pretty and have more money than me but she doesn't write songs about you.
- I put my head down and hoped to God she wasn't looking at me
- She kills me
- I told her I could read her mind, but she didn't believe me. I could tell.
- i gave her my heart. she gave me a pen.
- she, he, and me
- she seems bored with me after all this time
- Tell him, she told me
- She's smarter than me but she's also more quiet, therefore she has no personality which makes me feel better
- She saved me from Hylas' fate
- She looks at me and she laughs
- She loved me for my brains not my body. It's what zombies do.
- She might not need me. But then again she might.
- She tells me she drives a truck.
- she looked at me then whispered, we are all made of stardust
- She loves me, she loves me not
- The walls she had built around herself cracked and crumbled
- that's where she lost me as I began imagining my family amongst blood-dripped hedges
- My Mother She Killed Me, My Father He Ate Me
- She found me on public transportation
- She had the most wonderful grin in the world
- texting, she tells me anarchy will remain an important ideology
- She was the prettiest, loveliest cat at the ball and she had upon her fine gilded whiskers.
- She had fingernails that shined like justice
- She thought about giving him her heart
- She had a 10 million candlepower smile
- Three years she grew in sun and shower
- If she were an insect, she'd be a moth in search of a flame
- Milk left on the counter overnight turned sour. She had turned as well.
- This is the first time she's texted me since the morning she left.
- it was just as if she held her breath for 82 years
- And she flew halfway across the world for those five minutes
- She was feminine in the most displaced sense I had ever seen, a known quality refracted through stained glass windows.
- There were only twelve raindrops, she counted them on the windshield under heavy soft skies
- They did not forgive us, she thought. We will surely die.
- She probably thought your first language was English; your real first language was Joyce
- She didn't write like Emily Dickinson, but she did live in a house overlooking a cemetery, and I guess he thought that was important.
- If She Were a Shipwreck
- she doesn't write, doesn't tell you stories, but somehow it's her words that spring to mind at those crucial, terrifying moments, and for that you are eternally grateful
- She Had to Be Sure
- she lit a fire and now she's in my every thought
- I would have attempted to draw her if she had stayed that way.
- she had mood ring eyes
- She told me she wouldn't
- And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music
- She asked me to copy my poem into her notebook
- She told me I'd make a good Satan
- She kissed me gently, just once, then walked away crying
- She writes notes to me, to keep me in check
- I would have tried, but Charlotte kept Charlotte in the world of Charlotte and she barely heard me
- She is stupidly keeping herself a secret, when I know she has sparkly things to show me
- That one makes me scream, she said
- Two condoms, she makes me wear
- She only wants me for sex
- She just looks at me
- She misses me
- She was thinking of a boy in California who had a couch and a job
- There is nothing growing here, in the space between she and me
- She told me I looked like a Henry, and this is how she would know me
- She only wants me for tech support
- She is lobbing rainbows at me from across the room and I am swallowing them like fear.
- Take a deep breath and write out your thoughts for me
- The thought that kept me awake
- a grief so strong I thought it would crush me there
- If it were a snake, it would have bit me
- You were always so good to me
- I wish you could have met me before I became food
- You were never going to become more than this to me
- I hate you. Please don't leave me.
- I'll become what you became to me
- Nah, these random encounters with beautiful strangers won't destroy me at all. But I guess I thought it'd be a good way to die at the time.
- Basking in your warmth, I failed to notice that you were keeping me on the back burner
- Black People Hate Me and They Hate My Glasses
- I became a fish and a hundred years passed in a blurred stream. I remember it from long ago.
- May those who are born after me
- They hate me because I'm beautiful
- i became a flower and a hundred years passed on a whisper of wind
- How a suicide made me wish I were Superman
- those receive me, who quietly treat me, as one familiar and well-beloved in that home
- Just standing there, wearing my boxers, in my driveway. I was watching the stormfront. You were watching me.
- her hate keeps me warm. her shadows keep me guessing.
- i hate this beautiful world o please let me stay here forever
- The stranger who hates me
- He Hate Me
- Your God does not make me want to reconsider my thoughts about suicide
- Thursdays were created to torture me
- Sometimes it hurts, makes me smile, sets me floating distant
- It's just the three of us - you, me, and all that stuff we're so scared of
- I had not thought death had undone so many
- He comforted me when he thought I needed it, but never when I really did
- Naked Dude at the Door in a Snowstorm
- Must've Been While You Were Kissing Me
- She'll outlive me by 12 million years
- As if it were the arm of someone who'd pulled me back from speeding traffic.
- Don't hate me because I'm evil
- I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me
- the dexterity of one who had smoked for years
- They hate us because we're wonderful
- Hate Crime is Thought Crime
- I know the world will hate me for who I am.
- A letter to those who have impressed me
- I recall the last 20 years as succinctly as I can in one node: bear with me
- Ya shoulda killed me last year
- What the Institute for Motivational Development had to say about me
- I thought you loved me
- My inability to effectively express my thoughts is driving me crazy
- As if we had been sitting next to each other for years
- That Time of Year Thou May'st in Me Behold
- he kissed me for a year and a half
- let me hate for you
- I just had this thought of summer past
- Love me for calling you stupid: a thought for activists
- The Little Girl that Had Been Dead for a Hundred Years
- I had names for all of those places, but I can't remember them
- They had been expecting me
- What kind of year have YOU had?
- Year that Trembled and Reel'd Beneath Me
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