I would love to
hold your hand...
but
i cannot...
for you're not
here... or rather *
i* am not...
Yesterday, i was in your arms
now i'm
by myself, doing
things i do not want to do, and trying to forget...
before... there was always once more... one last time...
now... time has run out...
Today, i'm home... tomorrow, and many tomorrows after, i will be halfway across the country...
i can't do this, i'm not strong enough...
i want you i need you i love you...
i need you *here*... with me... not a million miles away...
i know your heart, your soul, are mine. That they'll stay with me as i go. That they're with me forever.
but... just one more time... i need to feel your hand in mine. i would love to hold your hand...
Which is the one thing i can no longer do...