I don't know what it was about last night that I couldn't go to sleep, but it was not easy. It could have been the heat, but probably it was that I was really missing my significant other.
The first day away from her is always the worst.
Then today I woke up after having a dream that I had made out with another girl, and that she had found out. I was actually scared when I woke up. Then my stomach started to hurt because I knew that she wasn't lying there next to me. All of that could have been because she didn't pick up the phone when I called her yesterday and I had to go to sleep early, so I didn't get a chance to talk to her. I dunno.
It's weird, I used to never over-think things, but it seems like I am doing it more and more. Maybe it's the reality of the relationship or that I am growing up or that I have been taking on more responsibilities or some bullshit like that. Some day, the pieces of my life will all fall into place.